<p>You’re nervous. That’s okay. Almost every guy in your situation is nervous. You’re doing something risky, after all.</p><p>Most men wouldn’t ask their wives to fuck someone else. Most men wouldn’t insist that she find someone she was deeply attracted to. Most men wouldn’t say that she should try and find someone with a bigger cock.</p><p>You know it’s risky. You know she could have the best sex of her life with him and decide that she wants to divorce you instead of cuckold you.</p><p>You also know that’s not going to happen. You know that your wife loves you. You know that part of the reason she’s doing this is because she wants to make your fantasy a reality. It just so happens that she gets to have great sex (hopefully) with someone else to make your fantasy come to life.</p><p>Still, you can’t help but feel nervous. You’re about to be cuckolded. Of course you’re nervous. The man that’s going to fuck your wife is on his way to the hotel. He’ll be there soon. He’ll come into the room you’re sitting in right now. He’ll kiss your wife. He’ll unzip her dress. He’ll play with her tits. He’ll feel her warm, wet mouth around his cock. He’ll fuck her. He’ll make her cum.</p><p>For the moment, he hasn’t arrived. That’s why you’re sitting in the bed and feeling nervous. It’s not just nerves you’re feeling, though. You’re turned on. It’s a weird kind of turned on, though. Your cock isn’t hard. You don’t feel like you’re going to cum. It’s more like you feel a kind of low level arousal coursing through your body.</p><p>“How do I look?” your wife asks as she steps out of the bathroom.</p><p>She looks incredible, of course. The dress you bought together looks even better when paired with stockings and high heels. Her hair and makeup are perfect. She’s beautiful and insanely sexy from head to toe.</p><p>“You’re perfect,” you say.</p><p>She smiles. You can tell she’s a little nervous too.</p><p>“Are you nervous?” you ask.</p><p>“Is that weird? It’s not like this is the first time I’ve had sex. It’s not like this is the first time I’m meeting him. I’ve kissed him. I’ve made out with him, you know?”</p><p>You know. You’ve already experienced a cuckold-fueled orgasm (well, more than one) since she first went on a date with him. You both have. You’ve fantasized about this night together. You’ve masturbated together while talking about it. You’ve gone down on her while imagining someone else being inside her.</p><p>“I think it’s perfectly normal to be nervous,” you assure her.</p><p>She looks down and rubs her hands together. She seems hesitant, like she’s having second thoughts.</p><p>“Are you sure about this?” your wife asks as she looks up at you. “You can’t take this kind of thing back once it happens.”</p><p>You can feel your heart pounding. You reach out and your wife offers her hands. You pull her close. She looks up and stares into your eyes. You kiss her. It’s electric. Arousal surges through you. Your cock comes alive.</p><p>“Yes, I want this,” you say. “But we can back out if you’re not into it or you’re too nervous to go through with it. I promise, I won’t be mad.”</p><p>“I want this,” you wife says. “More than you might think I do, in fact.”</p><p>You can’t help but smile. You like the idea that she’s warmed to your fantasy to the point that she’s made it her own.</p><p>“Then it’s settled,” you say.</p><p>“Yes.” She reaches between your legs and caresses your cock through your pants. “Someone else is going to fuck your wife tonight.”</p><p>You experience a wonderful rush of arousal. This is why you wanted her to cuckold you. You want to feel that kind of pleasure. You want to experience something new and wildly naughty. You want someone else to fuck your wife.</p><p>Her phone dings. A text has come in. She picks it up and says, “He’s here.” She smiles in a way that makes it perfectly clear how excited she is for someone new.</p><p>“It’s time for you to go,” your wife informs you.</p><p>She gives you a quick kiss on the cheek and her lips linger for a few seconds longer than they need to. It feels splendid.</p><p>“I’ll come visit you when we’re done,” she says.</p><p>You leave the room, take a few steps down the hall, and enter the room next door. This was the plan. Neither you nor your wife wanted you to go home. You wanted to be close for two reasons: In case anything went wrong and so you could see her right after another man had fucked her.</p><p>You sit on the edge of the bed. You’re alone. Now you’re nervous again. Now is the moment where you have to embrace that what happens next is completely out of your control.</p><p>Your wife might fall in love with someone else’s cock in the next hour. She might find the experience so terrible she has no interest in cuckolding you ever again.</p><p>This is the hard part of cuckolding, especially when you’re not permitted to watch. Your wife isn’t sure she’ll ever be comfortable with you staring and masturbating while she’s having sex with someone else. You haven’t even talked to her about you participating in some way. You know she wouldn’t be able to handle that idea at this point.</p><p>Instead of watching, you have to wait in the hotel room next door. You have to find a way to occupy yourself while your wife enjoys another man. You’ve promised you won’t cum, so you’re not sure you even want to masturbate.</p><p>Then, you hear someone knock on the door to your wife’s room. Your posture straightens and you grip the comforter as you stop breathing and listen for any signs of something happening next door.</p><p>A moment later, the door opens and you hear faint voices. You can barely tell that they’re talking, so there’s no chance of hearing what they’re saying.</p><p>Instead, your mind fills in the blanks. You imagine him enjoying your wife’s beauty. One look is all it would take to know that she put in a great deal of work to look good for him.</p><p>You wonder how quickly they’re going to get down to business. They’ve been on a few dates. They’ve fooled around. You know they’re hot for each other. It shouldn’t be particularly awkward. They both want it. You’re starting to think your wife might need it.</p><p>You spend what feels like an extraordinary amount of time in an especially anguished place. You can’t hear anything from the room next door. You know another man is in there with your wife, and yet you can’t partake in any of the pleasure related to that, at least not yet.</p><p>Sometimes, this is what cuckolding is. It’s not all thrills. Sometimes, it’s an agonizing wait. Sometimes, you worry that your wife is enjoying her new man too much and you wonder if you’ve put your marriage in jeopardy by encouraging her to sleep with someone else.</p><p>Then, you hear a moan from her room and your anxiety is washed away by a tidal wave of desire. Are his fingers inside her? Is he playing with her pussy over those sexy panties she wore for him? Is she simply overwhelmed with her need for him and she can’t help but vocalize it?</p><p>You stand up and move closer to the wall. You know it’s a little bit crazy, but you want more. You need to hear more.</p><p>You hear him groan. It’s unmistakable. Is your wife playing with his cock? Is she on her knees for him? Does she have his cock in her mouth? Is she giving someone else a blowjob?</p><p>Your mind races with possibilities. It feels maddening to not know exactly what’s going on. Your fantasy is coming true in the other room and you’re left to wonder.</p><p>That’s how it goes, though. You don’t get to control every aspect of being a cuckold. You’re lucky if you get to control any aspect of it. The reality is, it’s not like your fantasy. You have to consider your wife’s desires, and for now she doesn’t want you watching while she has sex with someone else.</p><p>Your heart is pounding as you listen to him moan. Now you’re certain that your wife is doing something. You imagine her stripped down the lingerie she wore for him. You imagine her on her knees, her head bobbing up and down in his lap as he sits on the edge of the bed.</p><p>You’re left with an erection. Of course you are. You’re dreaming of your wife sucking someone else’s cock. You can’t help but get stiff. It’s what you want. It’s what you’ve wanted for years. It’s what you fantasize about. It’s what you crave.</p><p>You can hear your wife’s voice, but you have no idea what she’s saying. Your brain fills in the blanks. You imagine her saying, “Please fuck me.” You imagine her desire for him. You imagine his cock being thick, throbbing, and slick with her saliva after she’s offered him her mouth.</p><p>Then, there’s nothing. A few minutes pass without any sounds. You pace around the hotel room. Your heart is racing and your mind is running through a million thoughts a minute. You can’t focus on anything.</p><p>You’re anxious. You’re horny. You’re nervous. You’re excited. You’re thinking about your wife getting fucked in one moment and in the next you’re wishing she would call the whole thing off so you could go back to fantasizing about it happening instead of actually doing it.</p><p>Then you hear the unmistakable sounds of sex. You hear two people moaning. You hear those moans getting louder.</p><p>Your wife is getting fucked. You’ve been cuckolded. Someone else’s cock is inside her. You made this happen. You made it a reality.</p><p>You experience a moment of pure, uncut regret. You can’t believe you’ve done this. It feels like a huge mistake. Her moans sound deeply pleasurable because they are. Of course they are. Someone with a bigger cock is fucking her. Someone she’s seriously attracted to is inside her and you’re waiting in the hotel room next door.</p><p>That regret is soon replaced by pure lust. Your fantasy has become reality. Your wife is fucking another man. She’s probably on her back with his cock inside her. They’re probably kissing as he slides in and out of her pussy. His hands are probably moving through her hair or playing with her tits. Her stocking-clad legs are probably wrapped around him.</p><p>Your cock is so hard it hurts. You alternate between wanting to masturbate to wanting to run out of the hotel room and to the lobby. You want to cum. You want scream in agony.</p><p>You’ve never experienced feelings like this. You’ve never been on this kind of emotional roller coaster.</p><p>You wish you were watching. You also know it would feel so much more torturous to see your wife lost in the throes of passion with someone else.</p><p>Soon, you hear your wife cumming. You know that’s what those screaming moans are. You guess that she’s putting on a bit of a show for you. She wants you to know she’s cumming with someone else’s cock inside her.</p><p>It feels like an hour has passed, but when you look at the clock you see it’s only been a few minutes since someone else’s cock filled your wife’s pussy. He made her cum in just a few minutes. It takes longer when you’re inside her. You feel anxious. You feel horny. You want to masturbate. You want to dip your cock in a bucket of ice so it goes soft.</p><p>A minute passes before the moans begin again. They probably switched positions. Maybe she’s on top now, bouncing on his cock while she looks into his eyes and tells him how good it feels to finally experience another man. Maybe she’s telling him that he’s better than you, that he just made her cum harder than you ever have.</p><p>You move away from the wall and climb into the bed. You lay your head on the soft pillow and close your eyes. You can’t really hear anything. You concentrate on your fantasy, trying your best to block out the anxiety.</p><p>You imagine your wife having slow, beautiful sex with her new lover. You imagine her grinding on his cock and moaning as pleasure spreads through her body. You imagine him playing with her breasts and grasping her ass. You imagine them both in a state of bliss.</p><p>You smile and reach down to play with your cock through your pants. It’s throbbing and it feels good to indulge your desire a bit. She promised she’d come to your room after they were done.</p><p>You hear a knock on the door. You’re not sure how much time has passed since you laid in the bed and closed your eyes. You don’t bother to look at the clock. You rush to the door to answer it, taking note of your still-throbbing erection as you reach for the handle.</p><p>Your wife is standing in the hallway. She’s wearing a soft white bathrobe and a big smile on her face. You look down and see her stocking-clad feet poking out of the bottom of the robe.</p><p>She looks at the bulge in your pants and smiles as she walks into the room. You let go of the door and it slams shut as you follow her.</p><p>She reaches the edge of the bed and turns around. You see that giddy smile again as she holds the robe tight around her body.</p><p>“I can’t stay long,” she says. “We’re not nearly finished, but I thought I’d come over and give you a little something before I go back to him.”</p><p>Your wife opens the robe and lets it fall to the floor. She looks spectacular in her stockings and garter belt. Your eyes immediately dart to the space between her legs. Her pussy looks mouth watering. The lips are pink and slick. It’s obvious she just had sex.</p><p>Your wife holds out her hand and you step forward and take it. She pulls your fingers between her legs and guides them inside her.</p><p>“Can you feel how wet I am?” she whispers.</p><p>You nod. You can’t seem to find any words.</p><p>Her lips feel impossibly soft as she kisses your neck. “That’s for him,” she whispers. “I’m wet for him. I’m wet because he just fucked me to two beautiful orgasms. I’m wet because I can’t wait to go back to him for more. I’m wet because I still need him.”</p><p>You can feel desire emanating from your wife. She wants to be back in the other hotel room with her new lover. She wants him inside her once more. She knows what you need, though. She knows you need a little something to keep you from losing your mind.</p><p>“It was so much better than I thought it was going to be,” she admits as your fingers continue to work in and out of her pussy. “I came so much harder than I thought I would. As soon as he stepped into the room I was overwhelmed with desire for him. I couldn’t believe how badly I wanted him, how badly I needed him.”</p><p>She unzips your pants and her fingers work their way inside to free your cock. Her touch, which is soft and teasing, is electric. You feel weak in the knees as she gently strokes you.</p><p>“What do you want?” she asks.</p><p>An answer comes to mind immediately. You’re hesitant to say it though. You don’t want your wife to think you’re weird. You don’t want to ruin the evening by making a request that she’ll say no to.</p><p>“You can say it,” she says, as if she’s reading your mind. It’s probably just that she can tell you’re nervous about sharing your true desires.</p><p>“I want to taste you,” you say.</p><p>She smiles and asks, “My pussy?”</p><p>You nod. Your wife sits on the edge of the bed and spreads her legs. “My cuckold deserves what he wants,” she says. “Go ahead and have a taste.”</p><p>You feel an overwhelming sense of love for your wife as you get on your knees. You’d love her even if she didn’t embrace your fantasy, but it makes it so much better that she has. You know she wants to be with her lover, but she’s in your room, giving you a taste of her pussy. She’s letting you have a little bit of fun before she goes back to him.</p><p>Her hand finds the back of your head and she pulls you closer. You lick her pussy and she moans. You taste her juices. You push your tongue inside here. You want to swallow her wetness. You want to be a part of her pussy in that moment. You want to feel like a cuckold, and you do.</p><p>She moans for you. It feels genuine. It makes you happy. “Does my pussy taste good?” she asks.</p><p>“Yes,” you say before diving back in.</p><p>“Mmmmm, I hope you’re ready for more of this, honey, because I don’t think this can be a onetime thing for me. I hope you like being a cuckold.”</p><p>You moan as you lick her pussy. You don’t want to stop to say anything. You’d stay between her legs all night if she let you.</p><p>Eventually, she gently pulls on your hair and you move back. Your wife leans forward and smiles at you.</p><p>“I’m going to go back to him now,” she says. “But before I leave, do you want to orgasm, or would you like to wait?”</p><p>“How long you will be gone?” you ask.</p><p>She seems to consider her answer for a moment before saying, “I’m going to spend the night with him, so once I leave you won’t see me until tomorrow morning.”</p><p>The answer is simultaneously arousing and agonizing. You get the feeling that you’re going to have that experience quite often as a cuckold.</p><p>“I want to wait,” you say. You know it likely means more agony as you will spend the night fighting a desire to whip out your cock and stroke yourself to an orgasm, but you still want to wait. You want to delay your pleasure.</p><p>The smile on your wife’s face tells you it’s the answer she was hoping for. She leans forward and kisses you while giving your cock a few more soft strokes.</p><p>“I’ll see you tomorrow,” she says.</p><p>She puts the robe back on and you watch her leave from your knees. You know that soon enough she’ll have someone else’s cock inside her once more. You move closer to the wall. You can’t wait to listen.</p>